Daily
Wednesday Jane is woeful
coffee cups again
fears a hodgepodge
am I brave enough
to reshape Thursday
Jane fears the distance
cries out
“our minutes must be up to the minute”
gloom words dead time
time poor resource poor
glory words ad hoc
made-up bricolage
Jane is rightly suspicious
of the overly functional
demean dull luxury
it is another blank faced Monday
coffee morning Jane thinks
where are the weekday children?
rain concrete posters curl
cups a sticky residue
it is Friday‘s loving arms
in (not) her building
Jane fights the deep lead edge
devoured by work
we don’t have to be
drinks the thick dark lie
drinks it anyway
and drinks it another
it is a chancy Tuesday
when you search for heroes
here your peers
dowdy drowned away
Jane weary
beneath the shoulder
take stock of your rivets
rivets echo suspicions
– mine turn dried tear litter peel
my daily body into matter –
difficult talk the liquid pull
true communication a rocky gulf
words are new shared spaces
when I write these things
Jane’s infrequent desire
to bear children ebbs
it is any given Friday
before rationalisation
Jane figures
she’s figured by numbers
rent paid chairs owned
cliff edge proximity
threshold palmistry
tells a different story
– Jane was born at 9am
on a living Saturday
her lungs an 80s
late September gale –
it is broken hearted Wednesday
time now to blow
firecrackers fuse informal
remake organizing principals
unpick the murder-blur
bare blue Albion
keep a vulnerable eye on those
protected rights to protest
it is a Thursday
that took long to arrive
Jane makes index art
on the bosses time
re-vivifies texty
dull deed reports
reveals the paler project
behind a bonny blitheness
Jane has a hunch
the system broke on purpose
tells us numbers but –
it is a new love-filled Friday
Janes are power producers
with bricolage community
they face the gulf
of sovereignty
navigate bi-cameral
pseudo-democracy
minuted bilabial trills
from the gallery
raised in gale and rayed
aloft our daily matter
it is Refuseday
the future is not a
shiny bullet pushing forward
Strikeday’s children scaffold
a bony resistance
assemble grand plans with
a hundred fishbone details their
minutes are up to the minute
come fair Monday
Jane roams a moral dream
I am a ready girder
riven bone structures
break me fit for purpose
ancient river courses
break banked systems
on purpose
the liquid goes out of it
brown ware pot
in three pieces
in February
when the earth is still
when we were on strike
Jane studies
the language that laces
dissolvable walls
thickens space between
atomised heartache
steady accumulation
breaks something
worth it
Betsy Porritt has had poems, sound collages and short prose published in SPAMzine, The Graveside Orations of Carl Einstein, DATABLEED Zine, Dissonance Mag & Eleven Stories. She is working on a PhD project at the University of Kent. Twitter: @SameNewRitual